Sunday, January 16, 2011

DAY 4

day 4 without you by my side, cloudy

its a cold, cold day... jz reminds me of sumthg
when u r cold, i would hug u n kiss u n vice versa.
neway, today lunch time saw 1 couple arguing, d gal was saying to the guy he's stupid...
well reminds me of the fights v had, yea i am stupid, foolish s well to hurt u so much.
rili, din notice hw stupid i had been towards u...
i should love and cherish u nt hurt u...
had a dream again n its about u... nt by my side...
in a hospital, wif all the tubes n machines around me, waiting for u to appear n say those words that u had hidden in u, bt i woke up n ur image is still in my heart...

thinkin back, u were d cute and innocent little gal, who cared for me even though v r strangers at first... n proceeding until v r a couple n d 1 i loved.
i hope u still remember the rings i told u about, u are the oni 1 i gv it to.
mayb u din notice bt i do keep in mind wut u had said b4.
u were kinda traumatised by a pursuer bt u said u were happy to hv opened ur heart to me.
bt nw its no longer opened...
u said u were sked b4 bt when u r wif me, u felt safe...
remember the time in our "old place" where the fatty tried to harass u n i stood up for u.
i could c hw grateful n touched u were...
i jz hope to relive those moments with you.

ignore me if u want, bt i do hope u can be happy
n 1 thing for sure, my love for u will never die till d day i finally leave this world.

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