NEW HIT IN TOWN

discovered a new activity in my area.
guess wut, its "pancing udang"
went there today and caught 2 small 1.
few days ago mum n dad went n caught 3 big 1.
grilled all of it n tried wif my sis.
so nice n fresh.

WEDDING

attended my fren's wedding (indian wedding)
1st time and rili had a great experience.
2 hours for their ritual and followed by the buffet.
rili nice though for us.
1MALAYSIA wut, inter racial congregation.
then lepak a while with my dear who manage to buy 1 nice dress and 1 duno wut its called.
damn tired, wana rest.

take care every1

BIRTHDAY

finally my 21st birthday came.
had a very memorable day cuz i spent ir wif the most special person in my life.
she did create a wonderful feeling for me.
rili memorable 21st birthday.



these are the pics i took wif my dear. instead of being mature looking its d cute version of chris wong. rarest pic available

UNFAIRNESS

what's the hype of famous celebrities having normal partner?
why so much fuss?
for example, Andy Lau.
can u all just leave him alone and let him handle his matters personally.
what if he is to marry? is that ur main concern?
can all of u stop meddling in other ppl's business?
you have ur own life to live.

EXAM INCOMING

shit now. exams just around the corner.
everyday sleep very late. wana study and pass this 2 papers.
in a bid to save money, UTAR now wants us to print the exam slip ourselves.
ridiculous effort to save money and "environment"
even those formal forms also we have to do that.
lab sheets as well.
i dont give a shit bout that cuz UTAR rili money minded.

CHANGES

lots of things happened recently.
really heart breaking but hopefully wont happen again.
just hope you will change.
and hopefully you will surprise me.
maybe from young girl you will turn into a sexy mature young lady.
miss you my love.
hope to see you soon.

MISTAKES

been thinking a lot lately.
true, mistakes happen most of the time.
every1 made mistakes before.
from that they learn to correct themselves, preventing themselves from repeating it.
in life every1 are bound to make mistakes.
i too made mistakes before.
but then, when u told me and promise you wont, i trust you to fulfill that.
yet, it all happen in less than 1 month.
you were the 1 to ask me to tell you everything that will piss me off.
told you but it seems its not important at all and you didnt put in ur heart.
am i suppose to forgive you?
its bloody annoying dont you know?
in life you have to learn most of the things yourself.
are you that dumb to understand that?
i am really pissed and i dont know should i give u my forgiveness.
i gave you lots of chances.
since its not important to you, why dont we put an end to it.
think for yourself. i am feeling dejected and disappointed.

COOKOUT

well last night had a blast.
housemate marinated chicken meat and we had supper of chicken pieces.
yea right, i cook and very well at it.
was a trial experiment last night but turned out perfect.
i am now making soup, herbal soup.
yea, u heard it. i am making soup.
quite rare huh for a guy to know how to cook and take care of people's hunger.
plus point if u are in a relationship and ur other half doesnt cook that well.

SURPRISE

been a surprising moment these few days...
went out with housemates for supper.
well, i skip dinner which was not usual but then lunch was very satisfying.
imagine having lamb chop with rice only for rm5. cheap rite?
supper was kinda late as well. nearly 1am.
but when we reach, man it was crowded as though everyone was having dinner.
reach home and continue with my TVB drama, "you're hired".
funny and highly recommended.
the surprise i did not thought about happened early this morning.
pity my dear bugbug have to endure all that...
should i call it idiotic behavior or exhibitionist?
logically speaking you also will not do it especially with someone else in the room.
i will not even think of changing in a room with a girl in it.
surely i have nothing to lose but its respect.
we should respect each other right?
have to help my poor bugbug wash eyes later.

TRAVELLING

back to kl again.
very late actually.
10something at night.
luckily stopped raining.
had a "great" surprise when i return.
already knew it will happen but it was a really big 1 though.
really tiring today but life goes on, right?

will keep you all updated from time to time.
maybe some long post someday again.
time to hit the bed and sleep with my cute bugbug. miss him a lot.
sure he saw lots of "naughty" stuffs when i was not here.

OUTING

had a wonderful day with parents yesterday,
had breakfast together after so long i am in kl.
then change my IC, officially become 21.
then went and fix my bag.
had pasembur and mee goreng for tea time.
dinner was "ham choi tong" and petai.
then went for foot massage.
was really painful but the results = great night sleep.

miss my dear and my 2 adorable "kid"
here is piggy wearing underwear and bikini top and a hat.
next is bugbug sittin on my table observing me studying.
cute right?

IMAGE

had a change of image today.
finally cut my hair after so long.
someone's been nagging me for quite sometime.
you should know who are u.
anyway, here's how i look now


look weird right?
well at least better with my long hair.
makes me headache most of the time.
will have my haircut again in like 2 months later?
haha, saves money.
wana do sumthg to my hair as well.

UNFORGETABLE

went to jj today.
watched GI Joe.
really nice, comparable to transformers.
unexpectedly to find some1 working there again.
went pc fair after that.
dear bought external hard disk and i bought 1 bag.
really kl is damn cheap than ipoh.
lastly, weird to have wifi in my house.
dont know how and why but is it good?

JOURNEY

well make my journey back to ipoh 8.30pm friday.
started to rain so i went to pudu around 6 sumthg.
had dinner and on9 there.
guess where i went?
had my favourite drink.


my favourite drink, root beer float!



my dinner before heading back to ipoh

overall, i really like havin my meal here.
if only ipoh have 1 branch.
i would saw, so long McD, kfc.
A&W rocks!

HUMAN NATURE

God created man in his image. thats from the bible.
if so, man wouldve inherited good values from God himself.
but why it seems human can be so foul as though an animal?
raping own children, killing them, robbing old folks, cheating and so forth.
back stabbing is the most common 1 i can say.
in front of you they are angel yet behind you they are devil.
wolf in sheep disguise, waiting for the moment to devour you.
its really sickening to see people like that.
as though they are wearing masks everyday.
why cant they be truthful and honest?
are they suffering from "multiple personality disorder"?
well no matter what, i dont really care if this human exists as long as they dont cross my path.
all i can say is, the only 1 that's good to you is the one that loves you more than oneself.
if only this world is filled with love and no hatred.

DISSAPPOINTMENT

lately too much things have been happening around me.
deaths caused by H1N1 and yet no effective measures taken.
weather causing people to fall sick almost the same period every year without fail.
promises made by government never seem to materialize like what our former premier said.
what really made me agitated is actually very simple.
in this modern day, staying connected is really important to any individual either personally or for business sake.
we even have a special ministry to deal with this.
but then, the service rendered is nothing too boast about.
striving to ensure people stay connected, broadband services were introduced and many people applied for it.
streamyx by tm net is the main shareholder in this sector.
its service is the "fixed" broadband which link to a cable connection with wifi now.
i am still using it as its the only available option in my hometown.
most of the time make me disappointed but cant do anything cuz no choice.
next, in kl i tried maxis broadband.
all was good, steady, usage was fair with some rough points until the great "iPhone" appear.
maxis, upgraded their service for iphone thus in a way neglecting broadband users in my area.
heck, who will pay if the whole month we cant even have connection?
alas, P1 came about and thankfully my house in kl was within coverage albeit not the strong 1.
all was good for the 1st week of trial use. approaching 1st month was okok.
upgrades and updates was notified constantly.
but then again, connection start to be an eyesore lately.
is it really that hard to provide a proper and stable internet connection?
i've been out of m'sia twice and the places i went provide at least decent wifi connection which is in my opinion, much more stable and fast.
if we are to make use of technology, we need to stay connected.
but what we have now is plain "touch n go"
get you connected but connection wise not guaranteed.
those involve please review your plans and really think properly and ensure we have decent connection for us to utilize the benefits of the world wide web.

EXAMS

who is the one responsible creating exams?
no doubt we need some thing to determine our understandings in a subject but exams?
is it the best solution?
from what i have come to know, this only establish students who study and pursue knowledge just for the sake of passing each exam.
why our education system have to be like that?
why cant it be more relaxed where students are encourage to think and apply what they had and have been learning into more practical usage?
for instance giving students 1 particular topic that "test" their knowledge instead of having them sit for test after test.
we are striving to be a competitive individual but it is really hard to materialize.
i am sure there are lots of individual who are intellectually smart will agree to abolish exams.
this does not include people who are to lazy to care about anything and by abolishing exam will make their live much more better.
i am speaking for the learned community.
should we abolish exams?
replace it with researches and studies?

NECESSITIES

food is a necessity isnt it?
well if only kl have such good food at half of the price...
been eating a lot lately.
good food actually.
din expect here to have such nice food with such ambience.
well from raw meat that our forefathers started eating it has evolved into an art of eating now.
it is very interesting to study about food.
basically anyone can do it.
u can even see old "ah pek" sitting together at the mamak stall discussing bout the best haunt they encounter.
speaking of which, it has also become a trend "lepaking" at mamak stalls discussing topics from politics to simply gossiping.
seems like apart from food, gossip is also one of our necessity.

Sheer Frustrations

my oh my...
this freaking weather really taking its toll on me.
so damn freaking hot and sunny everyday.
the plus point is, no haze in this part of malaysia.
will there be any better to this?
please oh please dont let this issue go on without any solution.
more disaster will only follow from this...
efforts to reduce usage of air cond is futile as this hot weather persist.
we do wanna save the environment but simple issue like haze still cant be solved.
will it happen that one day out of sheer frustration everyone resort to walking around in their birthday suit instead.
what will happen to this generation we never can see but it wont be a bright one.

on a happy note, just enjoy live with our love ones as much as we can before its too late.

DISSATISFACTION

been away from kl radar and ventured to sum place cleaner.
sometimes i wonder, you send flyers out but the info is not complete, are you even serious doing business? i thought can be your customer, calling u so many times and ended up no response.
thankfully with someone wonderful by my side or else the fury of my wrath will bring forth doom.
another thing, weather...
this "haze" happened since ages ago
1997, wear face mask to school.
so many years, still same issue, we voice our opinions and such but nothing happen.
haze follows us every year, bringing up all sorts of diseases.
lastly, just as frustration i really do not understand the logic behind university students still speaking mostly their mother tongue. no doubt i often do the same. but please have the initiative to speak english.
last but not least, just want to share this incident.
while i was in puduraya, 1 chinese guy suddenly came and sat next to me while i was waiting for my bus. he ask me where am i heading and i answer him and he was like "huh".
irritates me and out of sheer frustration i spoke to him in english.
next, he further pisses me off when i was busy replying the sms from my beloved and he just interrupt asking for help.
surely i ignored him for i have to reply that sms because its urgent.
he left me uttering some chinese foul words.
*note* be really careful in pudu as there are people playing on your sympathies to get monetary help. i already encountered few times. twice i reckon was the same person yet he kept saying he was just released from jail

thats all from me today.
stay tuned for more

first post

why does it always have to be like that?
is it true all the decisions i made are wrong?
is it to late to regret?
am i thinking too much?
am i suffering from any psychotic disorder?